Reality....

One thing i know in life for sure is dat when ur happy go lucky then the world's at ur feet....the moment you hav a problem..The world walks out on you...Realization stuck me dat in the end we hav to walk alone..Even the best of friends dont really care....and when d time comes u really hav to walk alone..people console u jush to know the latest gossip..The world is ruthless n in this selfish world no one is true...we lose ourselves in d crowd..widout realizing how difficult its gonna b to get the old u back again..
Nothing is permanent...the only thing permanent is "change"....people change overnight, relationship's die overnight a lot of things change..but what remains is u... n it's all bout how u take it all.... never lose urself to the bad world....learn to be strong and walk along... :)

noone can take ur pain away so dont let anyone take ur happiness away! :)

"A lost friend......"

This is a poem written long back by me for a very old friend who was very dear to me....i guess we just grew apart from each other.. but ull always hold a very special place in my life.....

Depression seems to shadow on me..

Losing myself the way i used to be...

The laughter with friends has died away...

As darkness now clouds my way...

I looked around but you were never there...

now my life is filled with despair...

Friend you left without sayin a goodbye...

tears weled up with longing in the eyes...

what happened to the times we once shared...

Is this how much u really ever cared?

Why baby why u turned into stoned?

I wish i would know the reason ur gone....

now as i look back the whole way...

I remember every laugh of the day....

The mistakes we made, the tears we shed....

N now that ive lost on u...

I have realized sometimes u hav to let go...

This is all i have to say...

God give you happiness in your way............

New Beginning's........

As i sit right at the coffee shop sipping on coffee thinking about life...i look back upon my life.. surprising myself on realizing what life has moulded out of me... what i was before what i am today N what the future holds...i recollect the "best" days of my life as well as the "worst"...its lik a reunion with the past...the ups and downs, the smiles and frowns...

life has given me alot and now i look back at it with mixed feelings in my heart...but i get an amazing feeling when i go through those memories... because i think " To be successful in life forget the problems u've faced but never forget the lessons it has taught you..

Ä withered Flower"

The ground beneath your feet crumbles when you hear about an 11 year old boy committing suicide.What made him take such a big step? How did he get the nerve to do it? Even adults shudder at the thought of it? What drove him to think that life has come to an end? When the 11 year old had not even stepped out in the real world? That boy was my friend a very close friend. An innocent little boy who was scared to even fall of the cycle And the next thing which hits me is he hung himself!!!!!!!!!!!

“FAILURE “This was the word drilled into his mind time and again. He was overcome with guilt, fear and shame for failing in the 7^TH grade for the second consecutive year. What is wrong with the education system? With 1200 registered cases of student suicide are they waiting for more to come? Why can’t they go easy on the students?

“A failed student today maybe a star tomorrow” what they need is just a chance n some support from the school and families.

Everyone’s not gifted with the same brains. Who are the weak students suppose to turn to? Where are they supposed to go? Has the system turned its back on the weak students?

When a student commits suicide, the government talks about the different educational plans coming up for students and how they will be counselled. But what they don’t understand is that counselling is not the only solution. If it was, the death toll of students would not go up to 1200.

The government needs to change the system.

Irrelevant subjects, high cut off’s, increase in grace marks, leniency in checking papers.

Please do something

I’ve lost a little brother. A sweet boy who could have had a bright future, His mom has nothing to look forward to. A single parent all she had was her son. It kills me to feel I won’t be able to see that friendly smile anymore. I won’t be able to hear him laughing, playing running about in the building. I won’t be able to hear his innocent voice taking my name.

It disturbs me to think how a mere piece of paper could decide his fate...

Reality....

One thing i know in life for sure is dat when ur happy go lucky then the world's at ur feet....the moment you hav a problem..The world walks out on you...

Realization stuck me dat in the end we hav to walk alone..

Even the best of friends dont really care....

and when d time comes u really hav to walk alone..people console u jush to know the latest gossip..

The world is ruthless n in this selfish world no one is true...we lose ourselves in d crowd..widout realizing how difficult its gonna b to get the old u back again..

Nothing is permanent...the only thing permanent is "change"....people change overnight, relationship's die overnight a lot of things change..but what remains is u... n it's all bout how u take it all.... never lose urself to the bad world....learn to be strong and walk along...

Losing The touch... :(

It's only when u live with people U get to know their true colours..the saying is so true...how does it feel when u stay with people for years n then it struck you that u hardly ever knew them or u never tried to know them??...it hurts that people who u've selfessly loved were never worth it..how it hurts to know their selfish attitude...why buddy? why did u change so much?..lies,ego,hurt, thats all you ever do...why?...you were my star..my bestest buddy....why didnt i ever recognise the true you?..When i talk to u..why does it feel like im talking to a stranger?...We were best friend's and now look what's got into you....Please...dont make me hate you buddy ...coz i lov you loads...Jush b the way you were....please...you were one of the most tresured people..from the past 2years...Change your attitude...be yourself.....n ill love you again!! :( :(

The Feeling called Family....

A few lucky People In the world have been blessed with the love of family n im one of them....the recent event of watzup! our very own pool parlour has brought me much more closer to them...
The most happening, loving, witty, funny, close knitted, lively, jovial Family of all times is my family....
The Cousinz bond is so strong that we really dont need bestfriends...We stand by each other in all times..we have all the time in the world to go out together...
Jokes, drives, night outs,clubbing keeps us 2gether...
lonavala play a very important part in our lives..we've grown up over here.. our bunglow here is made up of jokes,smiles,laughter,tears,fights,love,care, and togetherness...The late night games,movies,drives,scares and gossip is still treasured in my memory..
As the years passed by our family has gone through a lot of ups n downs but what keeps us together is love....i just pray to god to keep us together now and always....

...Smile's Again.. :)"

...from the past few days..i was getting a feeling that im losing a few important people around me...fights, arguments, gossips n alot of dissappointments..i was havin a tough time with few very close friends...my group is very well known for being 2gether all th time and watching all this falling apart gave me a very depressing feeling...but as the age old sayin goes ""we live 2gether n die 2gether..."" im so glad that 2day is th day when everything got sorted out...

n i"ve even realized that no matter what happens between us...at the end of the day we all love each other n stand by each other and that is what is important... that is what really matters...Love this feeling of having them all around once again...

lov them all....!

Friend$..Where Da Heart lies..

Muuaahhzz....!! :*..

Friends r where th heart lies...Where da smiles lie.....Whr the jokes,the hugs lie...:)

It"s strange How people walk into ur life n then later on become ur life...

Bantai, Maria , Zeba, Abbas, Rohan, Shifa, n so many more people close to my heart....

Bantai- thanks for everything Darling..it"s been 2yrs we've been friends n things haven't changed this bit...he's always been there for me wen ever i need a friend......He's my mast balle balle boy..He's everything i wanted in a buddy of mine..He's been so supporting always saving my back..always been around..Yelled at me n made me understand..sometimes he's so irritating fighting n oll..but these r the things i love about him..I feel like i know him since ages..he's knows how to make people smile :)..but there r times wen u hurt without realizing..say things to people wid out thinking if it hurts them or no...Just try to think bout this Bantai n ur th best....Muuaahzz!!!!!!!

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Maria shaikh- This gurl has olways been around wen i've dun th most stupidest things in life..The james bond game..the eating race..there’s soo much to remember man..SO much..every moment v spend together if jotted down can finish a whole book..the boating day..the sheesha’s thing...fuk..fuk..fuk....i

love her lots..This gurl can be the most childish person when she wants to be but if you need a shoulder to cry or an advice ull find a truly different maria...Every little thing done by us means alot to me...She's so different ya th different ways she ties her hair up in..her smile can lit the day..He laugh can scare people...omigod..all i want to say is we both compliment each other...Lov her wid oll my heart...dont ever hurt me..please...

Zeba Khan- This chick wat to say bout tis precious lil friend of mine..sumtimes she irritates me more than anything else..but..there are tyms wen i need her th most..v’ve seen th worst of fight..after being gther for 2years but still r addicted to each other...theres soo much to tok bout wid her olways...the way she feels bad about every little thing omigod lov u doll.....thou i fite wid her th most...i lov her...dont ever walk away frm me even if i tell you to..coz i really need you in my life....mmuuaahhzz!!

Abbas Shaikh- He's one guy who's really close to my heart ..I can do anything to make him smile ..Wid him i get a very warmly feeling...his innocence, the way he lives a simple life, the way he respects people, never ever abuses...makes me proud to have him...When ever im down or feeling low i always call him up coz i feel he always gives me the correct advice...There r times when i behave so badly with him but a simple sorry makes things work..i dont seem to understand how he's so patient ....so understanding n so sweet...the best part is we know each oder too well...abaas sheikh i lov u lots...sumone breaks ur heart i break their face...Just b the way u r....Muahz!!

Rohan golani- He's jush been there since a week or more but i feel i njoy life wid him...his smile is a total die for...his innnocence touches the heart..His down to earth nature make me smile...his kiddish behaviour makes me b wid him....

Rohan golani its been hardly ten days i know u but u've touched the heart..u've also bcum a close friend.i been places wid u...

i've enjoyed the typical mumbai life wid u...cuttin chai, Sugarcane juice, trains, slums, eunuchs, panipuri, carrot juice, chocolate ball, walks, beaches, banstand, shopping... omigod...th list goes on...

just wanna tell ya that dont ever hurt me rohan i trust u , i care for u lik ol my other close friends...Very few people in my life who i really care bout n ur one of them...Muahz!!! :*

Shifa- This gurl is the mosht patient understandin one i've ever seen..i mean if she has the power to handle my brother faddu...thn i must say she's an amazing gurl...shifa kazi th instant i met her i knew she wud very much b a part of the family..she so homely, warm, sweet..she's younger to me but has alot more maturity than me..i love the way she make me understand certain things in a very sweet way that i actually lik listening to her...she has a very big heart n can make people smile wid jush a hug...shifa kazi of lately u"ve bcum an impotant part of my life...Jush want i to know that ur truly an amazin gurl n im reely lucky to have u..MMuuaahhzz!!! :* :*

Subiya Siddique- This gurl i"ve known since i was a kid...n now as we've grown up together i reely lov her wid all my heart....She's one strong chick i've known... one of the treasured people i have ...i know for sure that if im in any problem she'll b the first one to help me out....our conversations r neva endin coz we dont want them to end...i lov this babie of mine...can du nythin to make her smile...lov th way she drives....Muahz!!

So this is why im sayin ""friends where the heart lies'' bcoz when u have such wonderful people around u ...Where else can the heart lie....Muahzz :*

as i finish tis note there are soo mny people i hav met learnt from..few hav walked away and few are there..soo i jus wanna say thnks for being a part of my life in sumway n makin it special...thanks for olways being thr...i know my temper is the worst but my lov covers it up oll...mmuaahzzz...lov u oll...!!

Love!!

How important it is to have love around u…how important it is to have people who care..whats the use of wealth if you have no one to share..:(.. the thought stuck me randomly…On my way back home 2day i was smiling to myself thinkin of lucky im to have people around me who care..who make me smile..who R there for me when tough times lie ahead…in a world so fast love doesnt last..so im glad n thankfull 2god for givin me such wonderful people in my life…..

I jush want people to know how precious loved ones r ….Even the richest man in the world is poor if he doesnt has “”love”" in his life…Tis is so true…

So people treasure ur loved ones Like i treasure mine…<3..>

Learning new things… :)

omigod…in the past few weeks i hav realized how worthwhile life is…its jush not about hanging out wid friends, having a laugh and njoyin everyday as it cums…

its all about learning new things, exploring the world and making a difference…this realization stuck me when i started making a documentary on eunuchs and by chance visited the byculla slums. I was suprised that there is a certain part of india which i was not even aware of ..there are people who actually exist in a place of which i cudnt even stand the stench of..i was so moved with th way they were carrying on wid life that my heart went out to them…the little nude children strutting around the dirty lanes of the slums..old people with diseases and several health problems lying on those dirty lifeless cots..what a sight!..the eunuchs and the other people living together really made me elated that the old age caste system has finally left india for good…so then i realized this was jush a glimpse of what india is made up of..there’s much to it which makes india the most intresting country…cheers read on!!

There”s always a first time.....

See….there”s r things in life you do for th first tym…..i olways heard th word blog but never gav it a second thot…aamir khan”s blog, sharukh khan’s blog etc etc..

and now i hav my own blog finally it was a random thought over a cup of coffee….but blogging is really an intresting thing…writing ur thots , sharing ur experiences with people over the world gives me an elated feeling….

all i can say is that im reely excited bout this blog thingy n will b regularly updating it…cheers people!!

Mee.. :)