Losing The touch... :(

It's only when u live with people U get to know their true colours..the saying is so true...how does it feel when u stay with people for years n then it struck you that u hardly ever knew them or u never tried to know them??...it hurts that people who u've selfessly loved were never worth it..how it hurts to know their selfish attitude...why buddy? why did u change so much?..lies,ego,hurt, thats all you ever do...why?...you were my star..my bestest buddy....why didnt i ever recognise the true you?..When i talk to u..why does it feel like im talking to a stranger?...We were best friend's and now look what's got into you....Please...dont make me hate you buddy ...coz i lov you loads...Jush b the way you were....please...you were one of the most tresured people..from the past 2years...Change your attitude...be yourself.....n ill love you again!! :( :(